Mnyamata wina wazaka 26 wa ku Idaho akuti akusangalala kuti adamangidwa mu Januware, akufotokoza kuti zidamukakamiza kusintha moyo wake.
Logan Celner, yemwe amakhala ku Bonneville County, adanena kuti adayamba kupeza mankhwala oletsa ululu pamene adachotsedwa mano ake anzeru ali ndi zaka 14. Iye adawona kuti mankhwalawa adathandiza kuthetsa nkhawa yake ndipo adakopeka kuti agwiritse ntchito mankhwala mopitirira muyeso.
Panthawi ina ndili kusekondale, adandipeza kudzera mwa anzanga, adauza In The Know. Ndinamaliza kuwatenga kwa kanthaŵi kusukulu ndipo chimenecho chinali m’chaka changa chachikulu.
Celner adati, kwa miyezi inayi, amamwa mapiritsi tsiku lililonse mpaka atatha. Atasiya, adachita kafukufuku ndipo adapeza mankhwala oletsa kutsekula m'mimba a Loperamide. Malinga ndi ScienceDaily , mankhwalawa agwiritsidwa ntchito molakwika kwambiri ndi anthu omwe amayesa kudzipangira okha mankhwala opioid, ndipo nthawi zina amapha. Pankhani ya Celner, amamwa Loperamide kawiri pa tsiku.
Ndinali ndi nkhawa, monga momwe ndinaiba chifukwa ndinalibe ndalama zogulira, Celner anakumbukira. Panali zambiri ngati kumva sh*tty chifukwa kukwera sikunathandizenso.
Ngakhale wazaka 26 ananena kuti akudziwa kuti akufunika kusiya, akuda nkhawa kwambiri ndi momwe kusiyanso kungakhudzire thanzi lake.
Sindinakumbukire momwe zimamvekera kusakhala pa chilichonse, adatero. Sindinakumbukire kuti ndimamvanso zomwe ndimamva bwino, ndikuganiza, ndiye kuti ndinali wopambana, woda nkhawa kuti sinditha kuthawa komwe ndimafunikira - kumverera koipitsitsa ngati kuchotsedwa sikutha.
Celner anapitirizabe kuba mankhwalawa m’sitolo ya ku Amoni mpaka pamene anagwidwa koyambirira kwa chaka chino. Mpaka nthawi imeneyo, banja lake ndi kagulu kakang'ono ka anzake sankadziwa za kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo.
Ndinali wodzipatula ndipo ndinadzisungira ndekha, adatero. Anthu adazindikiradi zimenezo, koma pankhani yochita zomwe ndimachita, palibe amene adadziwa.
Mnyamatayo wazaka 26 adati adabisa dala kuti ali ndi vuto lokonda kusuta chifukwa chodera nkhawa za momwe angamuzindikire komanso kupewa kukambirana za nkhawa zake. Atagwidwa ndi mwini sitoloyo ndikupita kuchipinda chakumbuyo kwa sitoloyo kukafunsidwa mafunso ndi apolisi, komabe, Celner anavomera kuti anaba ndipo anaulula za zaka zake zakugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo.
Ndinawauza zonse zomwe ndakhala ndikuchita chifukwa ndimadziwa kuti ndikufunika thandizo koma ndinalibe kulimba mtima kuti ndiuze aliyense, adatero. Panthawi imeneyo, aliyense ankadziwa, koma ndinali ndi chithandizo chochuluka chomwe sindikanaganiza kuti ndingapeze. Izo zinali zodabwitsa kwambiri.
Pa Julayi 20, woweruza wa chigawo adayika Celner pazaka zinayi zaupandu atavomereza kuti adaba. Ngakhale Celner adapatsidwanso mwayi wokhala m'ndende kwa milungu iwiri osagamula mlandu wake, adati adasankha kukayezetsa chifukwa akukhulupirira kuti zitha kumuimba mlandu. Monga gawo la mayeso ake, akuyembekezeka kusunga ntchito, kulandira uphungu, kugwira ntchito zapagulu komanso kupita kusukulu.
Ndinkafuna kuzigwiritsa ntchito ngati njira yodzilangira ndekha komanso monga wolimbikitsa, adatero. Ndinangomva kukhala womasuka pang'ono ponena za kukhala ndi chilimbikitso choterocho kuti ndikhale woledzeretsa pokhala mu nthawi yoyesedwa m'malo mongokhala masabata awiri m'ndende.
Mwezi womwewo, Celner, yemwe amadziwika kuti ndi chidakwa chomwe adachira, adagawana nawo ulendo wake Facebook, kufotokoza chifukwa chake kumangidwa kwake kunasinthiratu kwa iye.
Ndinkaganiza kuti sindingathe kuchoka ku chizoloŵezi chimene ndinadziikamo, koma ndinapatsidwa mdalitso wogwidwa, zinandikakamiza kuti ndidzithandize ndekha ndikukhala ndi mwayi wolipira chilango pazosankha zanga popeza sindinachite. ndilimbe mtima kuti ndichite ndekha, adalemba ngati gawo lazolemba zazitali. Tsopano ndikudziwa kuti ndizotheka kukhala osaledzeretsa, ndikumva kuti mpira ndikumangirira chizoloŵezicho [sic] kuchotsedwa kwa ine ndikukhalanso ndi mphamvu pa moyo wanga ndikukhala ndi chilimbikitso chochita bwino, kukhala bwino.
M'miyezi ingapo atamangidwa, Celner adauza In The Know kuti kukhala osaledzeretsa kwamupatsa moyo watsopano m'njira zambiri. Ngakhale kukhala kwaokha kwatsimikizira kukhala kovuta kwambiri ambiri omwe adazolowera kugwiritsa ntchito mankhwala osokoneza bongo komanso mowa , Celner adati wakhala ndi mwayi wogwira ntchito panthawi yomwe ambiri akuvutika kuti asagwire ntchito zawo. Zimenezo, limodzi ndi chichirikizo chimene walandira kuchokera kwa mabwenzi ndi achibale mofananamo, zamupangitsa kukhala wotsimikiza mtima kukhalabe wosaledzeretsa.
Ndikhoza kuganiza momveka bwino, adatero. Ndizosavuta kwambiri, monga momwe ndimavutikira kukumbukira mawu omwe ndimayang'ana pazokambirana. Chifukwa chake kutha kukhala ndi malingaliro anga pomwe sikunalipo kale ndipo ndikutha kuzindikira kuti zakhala zabwino kwambiri. Zimangomva bwino kuganiza bwino.
Ngati mumakonda nkhani ngati izi, ganizirani kuwerenga munthu uyu yemwe adagawana zithunzi za kusinthika kwake kodabwitsa.
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